Wednesday, March 7, 2007

how cruel straight men can be



On a valentines day,


i was going to work early in the morning, sumakay me ng jeep sympre since maaga pa po, sympre medyo groggy pa ko nun


so un nga,


may ksabay me 2 effems which i think are about to go to work or maybe they just left their call center jobs


tapos sa tabi ko may 1 guy dun which i think is a straight one na nakaglasses and really looks decent, looks like superman,


i find him interesting to be honest


tapos maya mya, nagulat kami kc bumaba sya bigla ng jeep


tapos inikutan nya ung pwesto dun malapit sa effem, ung effem is malakas ang pakiramdan feeling daw nya may galit c guy sa kanya so he switched from one end of the jeep to another, nung pumunta sa kbila c effem, umikot uli c guy, nung sa kabila, umikot uli c guy, tlagang sinusundan nya c effem sympre lahat kami sa jeep nagtataka kung bkt, kabado c effem, buti na lang nag go na, umalis na ung jeep,


after ilang blocks medyo napunta kami sa intersection so un bglang all of a sudden c eyeglasses decent looking guy is in another jeep pla, bumaba sya sa kabilang jeep, tapos dire- diretso sya dun sa jeep na sinasakyan namin, effem was really confuse tlga


tapos kumuha ung guy ng bato, binato nya tlga c effem, buti na lang tinamaan sa blikat lang thing is wla naman ginagwa c effem kay guy, ni hindi nya nga tinitingnan c guy, ni hindi nya flinifilirt or anything so bkt nya binato c effem


nakita ng mga mmda ung nangyari at dhl medyo maaga, kadarating lang ng mga pulis sympre nagsisigaw c effem so medyo nagkagulo, hinabol c guy di sya nahabol but his eyes were really blazing sa galit kay effem ang weird, kc bakit nya binato ung effem, i mean kung nalalaswaan sya dun sa guy eh di sna mas ok pa kung verbal lang pero hindi eh may physical abuse

naawa me dun sa effem kc di naman nya kasalanan na maging effem sobrang rude and weird nung guy na un considering wla tlga sa itsura cguro may bad experience sya sa effems at nung nkita nya c effem eh naalala nya un, pero kht na di nya pa rin dpat ginwa un, its unreasonable


what ive learned about this experience?


looks can be really really deceiving!


tsk tsk! pakshet!


kung ikaw nsa place ni effem ano gagawin mo?


ako sa sobrang gulat, too bad, wla me nagawa, naawa me sa effem, he was innocent,


is this a sign of discrimination?


tsk tsk grabe tlga

kaya minsan mas ok pa na u stick with a bisexual who is in touch with his feminine side kesa sa str8 eh


at least dun mas malaki possibility na di ka nya sasaktan physically
although minsan di rin,
sympre pwde ka pa rin saktan physically or one way to another but thats extreme na


this is abuse, i wont trust looks alone tlga



hayyyyyyyyy!!!!!!


sna di na to maulit sa ibng tao whether gay bi effem girl boy tibo lesbo faggot butch etc etc

4 comments:

. said...

Thanks for this entry pare. Naalala ko tuloy, next time na magawi ako sa Quiapo, Im gonna by that wooden cross na necklace na nagiging balisong. The moment I encounter such situation, sasaksakin ko talaga yung guy na katulad nun. Kung indi man sisiguraduhin ko na basag ang mukha nya saken.

Turismoboi said...

wow harsh naman un dude

yaan lang natin

leave it with the authorities

Dabo said...

yung guy..extreme case ang homophobia nya..his mode is on flight then fight.

Before, me myself was a little homophobic but i see a different light now.

given his unconventional reaction (with little psychoanalysis though unrealiable to say)traumatized sya for reason i don't wanna conclude.

Dabo said...

for PLU and non-PLU's its a long way to go...

i can't blame some non-PLU if hatred is planted on them. when i was 23, i'm not still out then,

yet this "faggot" tried to harass me in wee hours of the night. nothing happens coz he thought i'm gonna smacked him right then and there. inside i was so damn scared. after he left i was shaking uncontrolably.