wanna meet!

tell me how many guys from this list you would like to meet, too?

20%?
50%
73.7899%
100%

let's get it on, shall we?

1) Takeshi Kaneshiro - House of Flying Daggers
2) Chris Evans - Fantastic Four
3) Channing Tatum - Coach Carter, Step Up, She's the Man
4) Antonio Cupo - Saint Sinner
5) Kris Pope - Saint Sinner
6) Greg Serrano - Saint Sinner
7) Marc Blucas - First Daughter
8) Chad Michael Murray - A Cinderella Story
9) Scott Speedman - XXX 2, Evolution, 24th Day
10) Bryan Greenberg - The Perfect Score, Prime
11) Matthew Goode - Chasing Liberty
12) Dominic Purcell - Blade: Trinity
13) Ryan Reynolds - Blade: Trinity, National Lampoon's Van Wilder
14) Kristen Holden-Reid - Touch of Pink
15) Stephen Billington - Braveheart
16) Robert Pattinson - Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
17) Stanislav Ianevski - Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
18) Trevor Blumas - Ice Princess
19) Ryan Carnes - Eating Out
20) John Cho - Harold and Kumar Go to White Castle
21) Troy Garity - After the Sunset
22) Matthew Marsden - Helen of Troy
23) Vincent Cassell - Joan of Arc
24) Brady Corbet - Thunderbirds
25) J Barton - Legally Blonde 2
26) William Moseley - The Chronicles of Narnia
27) Noah Shebib - The Virgin Suicides
28) Ryan Gosling - The Notebook
29) James Marsden - 24th Day, X-Men
30) Salim Kechiouche - Grand Ecole
31) Marton Csokas - Aeon Flux
32) Adrien Brody - King Kong
33) Goetz Otto - Beowulf
34) Nakamura Shidou - Fearless
35) Rodney Scott - Sex and Consequences
36) Kuno Becker - Goal
37) Jean Michel Portal - The Man I Love
38) Tony Yang - Formula 17
39) Jason London - Jason and the Argonauts
40) Kevin Zegers - Transamerica
41) Christos Klapsis - Slutty Summer
42) Daniel Wu - Bishonen
43) Stephen Fung - Bishonen
44) Hu Jan - Lan Yu
45) Glenn Mulhern - 9 Dead Gay Guys
46) Garrett Hedlund - Four Brothers, Eragon
47) Yu Bo - The Old Testament
48) Brendan Fehr - Sugar
49) Ben Foster - X-Men: The Last Stand
50) Wes Ramsey - Latter Days
51) Steve Sandvoss - Latter Days
52) Christian Campbell - Trick
53) Sean Thibodeau - Luster
54) Brandon Routh - Superman Returns
55) Chris Klein - The Long Weekend
56) Brendan Fehr - The Long Weekend
57) Andrew Chalmers - A Home at the End of the World
58) Randy Becker - Love! Valour! Compassion!
59) Justin Kirk - Love! Valour! Compassion!
60) Steven Strait - Sky High, The Covenant
61) Eddie Castrodad - Torch Song Trilogy
62) Tony Cheung - Happy Together
63) Chang Chen - Happy Together
64) Zac Efron - High School Musical
65) Ryne Sanborn - High School Musical
66) Jake Abel - Go Figure
67) Shawn Ashmore - Cadet Kelly, X-Men
68) Robert Hoffman - She's the Man
69) Jay Chou - Initial D
70) Edison Chen - Initial D
71) Chris Pine - Just My Luck
72) Jon Foster - Stay Alive
73) Chace Crawford - The Covenant
74) Jonathan Malen - Take the Lead
75) Jason Schwartzman - Marie Antoinette
76) Shin Koyamada - The Last Samurai
77) Ed Speleers - Eragon
78) Keith Robinson - Dreamgirls
79) Tom Wisdom - 300
80) Michael Fassbender - 300
81) Matt Long - Ghostrider
82) Wes Bentley - Ghostrider
83) Winston Chau - The Wedding Banquet
84) Li Jiabei - Shanghai Panic
85) Zhou Zhijie - Shanghai Panic
86) Lee Yeong-Hoon - No Regret
87) Karl Urban - Pathfinder
88) James Franco - Spiderman
89) Topher Grace - Spiderman 3
90) Shia LaBeauf - The Greatest Game Ever Played
91) Rodrigo Santoro - Love Actually, 300
92) Gus Carter - Bring It On: All or Nothing
93) Alexander Manning - Zoolander

are you still breathing?

hahaha!

crying tears of joy

after almost 4 months of nationwide blocking of youtube.com in thailand, i am soooo freaking happy, crying tears of 'sensual' joy, when YT was 'reinstated' today.

in april 4, the New York Times said:

'“We have blocked YouTube because it contains a video insulting to our king,” said Winai Yoosabai, head of the censorship unit at the Ministry of Communication and Information Technology.

Thailand’s ban on YouTube, the popular video-sharing Web site, came after YouTube’s owner, Google, refused to remove the video clip, the communications minister, Sitthichai Pookaiyaudom, said.

The clip, crude and amateurish and lasting less than a minute, depicts the king with clown features painted onto his face and an image of feet pasted over his head, an insulting gesture in Thailand.

In Thailand, insulting King Bhumibol Adulyadej is a criminal offense. Last week, a Swiss man convicted of vandalizing images of the king and Queen Sirikit was sentenced to 10 years in prison.

Since the military government came to power with the overthrow of Prime Minister Thaksin Shinawatra last September, it has banned Web sites, instructed the media to minimize reporting about Mr. Thaksin and has at times blacked out broadcasts of international news channels like CNN. Reporting in newspapers remains lively and apparently uncensored, except for criticism of the monarchy.

Mr. Winai said his department was looking for the person responsible for posting the clip of the king, which had been viewed more than 16,000 times and was posted by someone using the name Paddidda.'

there has been a lot of political, social, religious and economic unrest in Thailand since the military overtake September last year.

everyone is hoping that this would be a start of a 'more democratic', idiosyncratic as it may seem, governance.

oh, there's a big election happening on August.

whatever it is, i hope the Thais exercise their 'bigger' freedom to choose their leaders and 'meatier' share on how their Constitution will govern them.

i am not officially back to the World!

the rollercoaster ride

I’ve never been to Enchanted Kingdom, I have been to Star City and Ocean Park in HongKong, but i’ve never been to EK.

Ive never rode the rollercoaster too, ive never even tried to ride the pathetic Zycloon loop in Star City, the nearest almost rollercoaster ride experience will be most probably the Raging River in Ocean Park and the Wild River in Star City, I’ve always wanted to ride the rollercoaster.

From now on I should be careful of what I wish for, you’ll never know u might get it in a split second, without you even knowing it.

The line to the ticket booth

So it started with text messages, conversations over the phone, sensible ones may I add, it was nice, it was smart talking, no boner teasing , no naughty saliva flowing SOPs, it was pure talk, two people getting to know each other, its like finding someone u think u know, while falling in line upon getting the tickets u’ve always wanted, after all it was your first time.

The tickets

So after several exchanges of nothing special but pure talk, aware of that growing (well I thought it was) “ATTRACTION” (or more than that), you both decided to meet, eager to know each other, you just bought the tickets, you’re almost there, waiting for your turn to be seated, waiting to be seated next to that someone you just found, a new found friend or more than that or maybe neither of both.

The seat

It was a two-seater rollercoaster, the type you see in cartoons, you can almost see the heart signs from the horizon, u know ur coming there, ur going to pass it for sure, sharing it with someone on your side, someone you like but ur not sure if he likes you, the mystery of the ride excites you, you try to stare at his eyes, but hes not that ready for you, maybe your moving fast or maybe its just that he's thinking too fast as well, aware of his instincts, aware of the signs he wants to see, is he scared like you, to ride that rollercoaster for the first time?, is he feeling the same way?, is he taking a risk as well if he will enjoy the ride?, did he really took a risk, well u’ll never know until the engine starts.

The ride

So the engine starts, slowly but surely u know its going to be fast, you try to relax, breathe heavily, and there it goes, the comfy straight line ride, the part where you just think that all is going well for this ride at all, its not that bad huh? Not at all for your first time, you then feel comfortable, well I guess only you but not that someone beside you, he was far away, he was too busy trusting his instincts, he’s there but his mind is elsewhere, or maybe not, ull never know until you get to the loop. The scariest yet exciting part of the ride. This is it!

The loop

You then feel some tension, your lungs is raising, its hard to breathe, you try to touch the rails of your seat, but I guess its too far to reach, you then ask him to hold you, this is what you were waiting for, you’ve always wanted to touch him, how would his hands fit into yours? But he resists, he then tells you “its too early”, you then became vulnerable, you became so small, you got embarrassed, maybe I was over reacting, you know its the loop part but how come, maybe I was just impulsive, maybe ur just too clingy, maybe ur just too mushy, maybe its just nerves, is it because of the ride or is it because of him? You don’t know! You’re not sure so you tried to enjoy the ride even if its already freaking you out.

The fall

As you feel butterflies in your stomach, you then felt like your slipping, you started to panic, you tried to get some help, you looked at him questioningly, you then asked him why? He then answers “I just don’t feel a spark, there’s no fondness” and there you go, falling from the loop, the risk you took paid off, your flying in the air, you looked at him, but I guess he was too far already, you wouldn’t know what he was thinking, it was instinct he said, and it was carelessness for you, next time fasten the seatbelt because it was not enough, your not good enough! He was up there, your just here, you’ll never know when you’ll see him again, I guess you will never will, he wouldn’t take the risk, he wouldn’t take the chance, after all it was instinct who told him so. Your nothing but a speck of false hope in that big word!

The catchers

You felt the ground, it was too fast, Joms was right! Now u know?!, You just wanted to be yourself, you don’t want to pretend, but there’s no spark, you were not that good enough, your just a speck to that big word!, your nothing compared to the other riders, your not that sensible, your not that hot, your not good looking or maybe because your just too conceited? But hey you will never know right?! You will never will! The ground feels soft, the ground feels like human, you then realized your being carried, you then saw your friends,

There was John telling you: “Diyosa ka! Isa siyang immortal! Tonta!”

Apollo: “Maybe your just too much for him to handle, Cute ka naman ah! Marami pang nakapila”

Nazi : “Tigilan mo yang kalandian na yan, mag videoke na lang tayo”

Tim: “Red Box b to?! Join ako!”

Red: "There is someone out there that is better and who will love u more, m just here if u need me ok?"

And then u felt like you just found home, the ride was nice, maybe the next try will be better? The encouraging words help you, comforted you, you started to pick up yourself, faster than expected, you sat down in the corner "I think ill better wait till someone ask me again to ride that rollercoaster!"

So What’s Turismoboi’s good at then?

I guess, I can MOVE ON faster unlike no other gay guy in the Philippines can do

“I wanted to thank you for all of the nice conversations, I wish you luck, I actually prayed to God to help you find that someone your looking for, to continuously trust your instincts and never let them deceive you, maybe we’ll meet in another time, we don’t know, I tried to be friends and keep in touch but I guess it wasn’t that right, after all friendships sometimes do needs sparks as well, I guess…………..”

Water is Life

DRINK WATER ON EMPTY STOMACH

It is popular in Japan today to drink water immediately after waking up every morning. Furthermore, scientific tests have proven a its value. We publish below a description of use of water for our readers. For old and serious diseases as well as modern illnesses the water treatment had been found successful by a Japanese medical society as a 100% cure for the following diseases: Headache, body ache, heart system, arthritis, fast heart beat, epilepsy, excess fatness, bronchitis asthma, TB, meningitis, kidney and urine diseases, vomiting, gastritis, diarrhea, piles, diabetes, constipation, all eye diseases, womb, cancer and menstrual disorders, ear nose and throat diseases.

METHOD OF TREATMENT

1. As you wake up in the morning before brushing teeth, drink 4 x 160ml glasses of water

2. Brush and clean the mouth but do not eat or drink anything for 45 minutes

3. After 45 minutes you may eat and drink as normal.

4. After 15 minutes of breakfast, lunch and dinner do not eat or drink anything for 2 hours

5. Those who are old or sick and are unable to drink 4 glasses of water at the beginning may commence by taking little water and gradually increase it to 4 glasses per day.

6. The above method of treatment will cure diseases of the sick and others can enjoy a healthy life. The following list gives the number of days of treatment required to cure/control/reduce main diseases: 1. High Blood Pressure - 30 days 2. Gastric - 10 days 3. Diabetes - 30 days

4. Constipation - 10 days

5. Cancer - 180 days

6. TB - 90 days

7. Arthritis patients should follow the above treatment only for 3 days in the 1st week, and from 2nd week onwards - daily.

This treatment method has no side effects, however at the commencement of treatment you may have to urinate a few times. It is better if we continue this and make this procedure as a routine work in our life.

Drink Water and Stay Healthy and Active

This makes sense .... the Chinese and Japanese drink hot tea with their meals ..not cold water.

Maybe it is time we adopt their drinking habit while eating!!! Nothing to lose, everything to gain...

For those who like to drink cold water, this article is applicable to you.

It is nice to have a cup of cold drink after a meal. However, the cold water will solidify the oily stuff that you have just consumed. It will slow down the digestion.

Once this "sludge" reacts with the acid, it will break down and be absorbed by the intestine faster than the solid food. It will line the intestine. Very soon, this will turn into fats . It is best to drink hot soup or warm water after a meal.
(Caution: Subject to further research)

WET PARTY

And so it rained bitches and pussies on the night of the supposedly stunning, breath-taking, pure white party.

Whoever got the idea of establishing gates on the streets of Nakpil must’ve lost their minds. The fact that the skiiii has unloaded made it even worse – long queues for the entrance while experiencing the humid wrath of nature. They should’ve at least installed a couple of big umbr-ellas to sustain the immense crowd anticipated.

It sucks big time.

~ ~ ~ MYRRH

G4M Dialogue: On Aggression

Guys would do everything to get noticed and there are always two things to do that. Either they would project a very good impression or a very bad one. It has to be extreme because if not, they would be just one ordinary boring individual. Here’s one recent message exchange I have with one guy from cyberspace.

24 Jun 2007, 18:22
cretan: ... to promote blogs ?

with a isinuative abs pic and info large cock?

24 Jun 2007, 23:59
You: u should visit my blog. especially justforthetrip. hahaha

25 Jun 2007, 00:00
cretan: what for? im not going to patronize u

25 Jun 2007, 08:17
You: hahaha. no problem. ur not my loss. ;)

25 Jun 2007, 17:13
cretan: NEITHER ARE U THE WORLD'S LOSS.

UR LOST! Hahahaha

25 Jun 2007, 19:19
You: u r enjoying this. i guess u need me tohave urself a good laugh. unfortunately, this would be my last message to u. and i would be ur great loss.

im really sorry for that. ;)

I have received even nastier comments than this but it still ended fine. I know the guy had messaged me before and I could have not responded. That angered him and that is the only reason I could think of to provide answers to his hostile attacks.

I never liked to get aggressive when I am attack, even though how destructive it is. I always follow the golden rule, “Do unto others what you want others do unto you.” I believe that if you show kindness to even the cruelest man on the planet, he would do the same. Head-on confrontation results to further conflict and in the end both could end up loosing.

I think the guy finally see that because he did not reply to my last message. I think reason had finally got into him. Or maybe he’s devising another strategy of attack. Think of human persistence.

But beware. Those who angers you, defeats you.